now a little bit down...
我开始觉得我们的距离变得好远，我不想这样... 也许是自己想太多，但我会比较敏感，会比较介意你说的话，因为我真的很在乎你，不然我就不会这样了... 或者有时你根本不懂所说出来的话会伤到我，或许你真的不懂我很珍惜你，你说话的态度会让我觉得原来我是那样的人，原来我一直觉得的自己在你眼中是另一个人... 好伤心...
付出真心，才会得到真心，却也可能伤得彻底；保持距离，就能保护自己，却也注定永远寂寞...
我不喜欢寂寞的感觉，但偏偏我觉得我们的距离越来越远...
为你的难过而快乐的，是敌人；为你的快乐而快乐的，是朋友；为你的难过而难过的，就是那些 该放进心里的人...
当我难过时，流泪时，你又觉得难过吗？还是你觉得是我想太多，太敏感，太悲观，而自食其果？是自找的？是我活该？当然我不希望你难过，但我贪心希望得到你的关心...
我已经尽力跟自己说要想得开，positive 一点！但跟你的谈话，发觉你的态度，我真的 positive 不起来啊！唉...
曾看过一句话，“有时候，不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看得太重”...
也许我真的把你看得太重了... 但我是真心对待你，也许是我的真心还不够让你感觉到我的真心吧！如果我真的做错了什么，希望请你当面告诉我，不要收在心里，因为我有时真的不知道我做错了什么，或讲错了什么令你不高兴... 请原谅我的性格，也希望你能体谅，多多包涵！
“朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人”我觉得很有意思！也很喜欢这句话！
当冬夜渐暖
5 weeks ago
2 comments:
i very understand n noe wat u r feeling now...cos i myself experienced it b4...i tink both of us reali nid to change...if not,we will very sad n suffer...actuali now i change a bit le...i change from dulu very very care 4 my best fren to now not so,juz when they r sick n nid me,then onli i care 4 them...n i change from very nid their concern to now no,feel tat juz i concern myself tat is enough...n dun take all the things n c the things so hard n important...juz ignore wat they said n think at us...i noe it is very hard to do so...but i tink we reali nid be like tat...n so i duno...since cum to here,i change a lot honestly...i reali not like dulu punya ah lee...dulu i very gud to frens,i can help them without they ask me,i can even share all my notes with them n teach them n oso photostat 4 them without pay...but since my best fren treat me like tat afta form 6,i change...i totally change...i bcum very scare to treat fren so gud...i scare once more i be treat like tat,be hurt like tat,be cry n sad 4 half year...actuali i am tat kind of person tat when i take u as my best fren,i will let u feel tat u r the most happy n being appreciate fren...n i will like take u more close than my family...but now...is no more...but sumting i still cant change tat is when i got sumting,i still automatically share wif them,i meant in study la...n 4 my problem,i didtn share wif them...i duno...may be people is like tat...n 4 u...i duno how to say,juz wan to advise u dun take the things so heavy,u will suffer n they wont noe de except u tell them...but is difficult to tell them...juz like how they treat me,they wont noe y i like tat...i duno u understand anot,juz if u nid sumone,i can be ur listener...n 4 me,write blog reali can let us be more hapi bcos juz like we had tell sumone...juz remember i will be ur side n support u...jia you,my buddy...we r in the same boat...hehe...
haha..thx to ah lee!! after posting this blog, i really feel better..
but..i think u more need my care leh! y u said so many sad things??! no need sad la..juz think positive lo! haiz..i can tell people to do tat but i juz hav tat mouth..wakaka!!
erm..nvm..we care each other..we dunno wat will happen at the future..but now we muz appreciate each person beside us! becoz....
人最想知道的莫过于自己留在这个世界的最后一天是几时，那么他才知道几时要珍惜身边的一切... 无奈我们都没有这个天赋，唯有活在当下，珍惜拥有的一切！
tis cum from a msg tat i received...i feel it so meaningful.. mayb becoz we experienced be4,then we will hav the feeling..so...we jia you la!! haha!
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