meaningful but complicated~

"y i still miss him??? i dun really understand... y im keep missing a guy that hurt me before? mayb i not yet meet another guy that i like? or mayb i really like him?" haha!! erm... hard to understand... i think we are easy to fall in love, but hard to let go... at least im tis kind of person... i dunno others' thinking, i juz pretend tat im like tat.. becoz sometimes i also feel like i dun really understand myself...
recently i watch drama "gossip girl"... till now i juz saw there are some conflicts happen whether from love or dunno wat thing... love sometimes will make people crazy? love sometimes will make people feel secure n loving? what else can love do?? in social psychology text book, there are definitions of love and there are also different kinds of love... however, actually we have to feel love by ourselves i think... not from the books or where.... juz from our heart... seems like simple, but actually not... love is good when we feel it will bring good things... in contrast, love will be a very negative thing if we start feeling it's hurting n mayb will hurt not only ourselves but also others... haha!! meaningful but complicated right?!!